comes as a slow, droning ache in the recesses of your mind you cannot find – eyes open lips pressed this thought catches and consumes itself dry – you start a fire – ignite but burn – razes and singes the peripheral areas – these scars a motif – remembering what was once -remembered – never diminishing only burgeoning and encroaching
maybe there is no escape this tearing apart and falling back into this gyre pulling and twisting coming as a slow, droning ache.