Habits
One August night after work, as the lights
pierced through the amber of beer bottles and glazed the moist table like honey on skin, I finally confessed to my friends I hadn't seen that old movie they'd praised like a little spate of storms. "I'm following the news," I said. "No time." I secretly wished I could say the same to everything else: But you hated this job! No time. Why didn't you go after him? No time. Everyone's got a favorite lie. "Just watch it! Prepare to be in love!" declared one who believed that the fate of constellations never die once tattooed around the wrist, closer to the pulse. Prepare to be in love? But I have always been in love. In fact, sometimes I think you are, and would remain, that old news I'd want to hear or read all over again. I guess that would make for a better front page —To Be In Love!—trumpeting itself the entire week over the litany of dead bodies found in the peripheries of our distractions. But that's just me. And perhaps among my friends, too: this knowledge of a singular tragedy we are now all too willing to take. Like an old movie we could play back on Sundays each time the quiet suddenly invades us. By F. Jordan Carnice QLRS Vol. 17 No. 1 Jan 2018_____
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