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Drawing circles in chalk on the sidewalk,
I grow up as a master of subterfuge, well-versed in the art of saying what I want while saying nothing at all. Everything I leave behind shall remain washed away by the morning rain. Draped in a mist of plausible deniability, I am saved from all of life's little terrors. Lesson number one: you will never have to defend a belief if you never commit. With the chessboard emptied, the pieces burnt as kindling, any game can end the same. Imagine a time when men could play football between the trenches in the first World War. Imagine, then, the gunfire after, the quiet death of a bleeding son. Each morning, I wake only to wipe the slate clean. Invention, reinvention, intervention. When I die, I imagine I will leave this earth as a beetle taking flight into the night. Crawling out of my mouth, I shall glow, for reasons beyond my understanding. Dissect me. My familiar corpse is full of metaphors we don't understand. In this undeath I am opening doors to other doors. My life's goal is to leave an indelible outline on the sidewalk. I have begun drawing the unbreakable line. By Valen Lim QLRS Vol. 24 No. 1 Jan 2025_____
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