Incendium Amoris Burning incense could cause cancer according to a scientific study conducted by researchers from Taiwan, who found high levels of carcinogens in the smoke of incense burned in Buddhist temples. - Assoc Press (2 Aug 2001) I have groped my breast seeking whether this burning were from any bodily cause outwardly. But when I knew that it was only kindled inwardly from a ghostly cause, and that this burning was nought of fleshly love or concupiscence, in this I conceived it was the gift of my Maker. - Richard Rolle, The Fire of Love (14th C)
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Now we know our prayers are killing us. Offer incense, set flame to sandalwood, give your soul to the votive glow of oil lamp and candle; all it summons is this secret bird of prey, silence fluttering beneath the rib-cage. So the slow burn towards divinity begins from within, after all: Ashes to ashes, flesh expiring from smoke into grace. Gather enough faith and it could kill a city. ii. We sensed the bigger picture that day on Jurong Island: Refineries humming like desert temples; land gathered and burnt for one purpose only. On the horizon smokestacks tower like 7th month joss, under whose gaze even light wavers, cowed into sunset. Second after second the waste flares roar their fierce syllable of love love love iii. How often we fall to the naked gaze of fire, trusting the blaze of fact, faith, desire to light the way out from ourselves to wholeness. As if salvation is earned by becoming less, by feeding our dreams to the right combustion. Does the soul hide in plasma? Is God a question? The unsolved science of this calculable space, whose name resides in the geometry of light? Perhaps freedom gleams in answers which escape us, eludes our sense of what could be. In which case we are more than just a quantity of ash might hold, and what we seem to lose, released from shape only. Any day now, we could stumble on paradise in the embers of here and now, and what we sacrifice. By Alvin Pang QLRS Vol. 1 No. 1 Oct 2001_____
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