Consolation If we must relearn tenderness,
I will ask you to forget all things permanent. Have the maps we keep on our palms rubbed off so that trees stay unmarked, stones remain unturned, and geographies of good luck, love, and rain become uncharted parts of the universe. If we must insist on warmth, I will ask you to forget all things that permit forgiveness so light and prayer don't die on us like fingernails, promises don't grow like sleep — unhurried, unnoticed — and stars don't dare fall without meaning or magic. Come the end of it all, I hope to find you scavenging for sunflowers on the outskirts of a rainbow, wearing nothing but your wings and dented halo. I hope we never run out of things to say to each other. Say, how we have come to understand what the world is made of after all — Earth and all its complexities, heaven and all its sadness, splendour and all things that make for mystery. Listen. If you listen close enough to the clockwork of olden love songs you will hear its metal pulse beating steadily against our bodies, against the weather, against everything under the sun, as though its many hands keep count of every second we spend before we come to our senses. If we really must come to our senses, I will ask you to forget all things beautiful. If you ask for a reason, I will tell you – I have lost my reflection in the wreckage of water. If you ask for help, I will say — let dewfall settle at the tips of your lashes. If you ask for consolation, I will have you know – our shadows press through the gaps of stained-glass windows. We are quick and strange like the beginning of sorrow. By Allen Samsuya QLRS Vol. 11 No. 3 Jul 2012_____
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