Sonnets for Singapore upon homecoming: "ee-oh. you've lost weight. again!" (grandma)
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and more besides. a heart for maisonettes in the post, with maps of amenities, walking distance. strays fed by night. cassettes. an eye for lizard's eggs, shrines set in trees or rollaway coins lost in monsoon drains. linen like flags left out to dry. a taste for boutique shophouses on one-way lanes with overwrought windows. stomach for haste, storms the lengths of strides. short confidences, briefer tempers. the nerve to navigate wedding dinners and new names of places. an ear for dialect, sung or sworn. but weight? felt, not seen. that which sets one gently down, sometimes called gravity. more often: ground. ii. to weigh oneself, place one's self teetering in the balance, among no less than clouds, takes more than a little gall. supposing one makes the mark. the family is proud: high-flyer. there are congratulations, cards. friends that come to visit. and if not? the same, but one alights on these customs with less abandon. none of it will last – one lands, in the end – and yet nothing nulls the fear, not of height but economy as though farther, rather narrower aisles would make for a flight of lesser degree. excess baggage. waving hands at the door have lifted one weightless from shore to shore. iii. light as rain. above our small city storms cumulate on cats' feet, arrive and leave. here they are allowed to fall without form, again and again, loud with their beliefs in other places where streets run with wet and do not teem. there they spend better parts of years, returning in august beset with light and thunder. on annual charts many show up as first-timers. others, having wept the bulk of cold wind or sleet over worse seas, are leaner than at first. each after each they earth, cross-legged, sit to tell the stories of their becoming. as if a storm's heart were a weathered thing. By Theophilus Kwek QLRS Vol. 14 No. 1 Jan 2015_____
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